Holly Bourne’s latest novel is an outstanding addition to the YA genre! 

High school senior Audrey Winters has chosen as her final research project: “Romance films are money-spinning cathedrals of love, wobbling on the foundations of unbelievable and damaging stereotypes”.   Audrey tries to balance one crisis after another:  her parents’ divorce that devastates her Mom, her brother’s emotional distance while away at college, being coldly “dropped” by her first love after a botched sexual encounter, and the anxiety of her future options of being accepted to college.  Analysis of rom-com movies makes her challenge the notion that romance means happily ever after   She withdraws from her friends and escapes to a part-time job at a movie theater.  Self-doubt and delusion about “love” make Audrey cynical and cautious as a new love interest, Harry, teases and flirts and weakens her resolve. 

The author’s tender insight into the delusion and delights of romance is skillfully woven throughout the book.  Audrey is a smart, strong woman that stands up for herself. She wants to be cared for as an equal and the discussion of sexual advances that verge on sexual assault if there is no consent, honestly addresses the complexity of young love, first love, or new love. “What is the point of love?” is the dominant theme of this novel.  That love of a feeling, a passion, a force is acknowledged but the ultimate resolution is that love is a choice and Audrey (or anyone) has the power to choose wisely for the respect and trust they deserve.

I would highly recommend this book for a high school library with the caveat that it is sexually explicit.  The frank honesty without the usual cliche is refreshing for this genre.  A strong young woman who is smart, independent, and goal-oriented for her own future is a valuable role model.