Miles Away From You

Miles is going through a difficult time right now. Vivian, a trans girl he fell for, dropped out of school for, and moved in with, attempted suicide and is left in an irreversible coma. Pressure is put on him to fight for her right to die with dignity, something her parents are actively fighting against just as they fought against her transition. Vivian and Miles ran an online blog about queer advocacy, so Vivian’s case has become famous, putting even more stress on Miles. His mothers realize he is struggling and send him for a month to Iceland. This epistolary novel recounts Miles’s time there as he grapples with grief and guilt. Unfortunately, Vivian is a two-dimensional character and the other gender nonconforming person who is present assaults and robs Miles. However, the protagonist’s dealing with his loss and his return to art is a touching journey. There is good queer representation in other ways; Miles struggles with his pansexual identity, there is a gay Icelandic love interest, and Miles’s mothers are adorable. VERDICT Though flawed, this is a good purchase for where road trip novels are popular.

I don’t know how to recommend this book.  I’m a grown adult and wouldn’t consider myself a prude, but this book is pretty explicit. It claims to be a book following someone through their grief of losing a girlfriend, their first love, but really just turns into a summer of sex in Iceland as he tries to forget his pain.   There were definitely parts that were unnecessary, as if they were just put in for shock value.  I also feel like the book to tries to represent as many minority groups as possible which just made it feel forced, like the author was just checking boxes.

After talking with one of our openly LGBTQ+ students, who had also read the book, we agreed that it would be good to keep in our collection.  While the writing isn’t the best, for someone who is still searching for answers, it would be good to have another account of someone who is still exploring their true self.

For This Life Only

The book “ For This Life Only” written by Stacey Kade is deeply describing how unexpected and horrible accident can change the person’s and family’s life.  Throughout the story there is a common theme of how important it is for a family to help, understand and be open with each other, as well as being together, especially through the hardest times of their life. In my opinion, this realistic novel includes a lot of philosophical and psychological aspects and themes.

Nobody ever could expect that one winter evening could change Jacob (Jace) Palmer’s life forever. That day was when the main hero of this book, Jace asked his twin brother Eli to pick him up from his friend’s party and drive him home. On a way to their house, while they had conversation, Ely suddenly loses control of the car and crashed, “… Jeep rolled, turned our world upside down…”. Jace was dead for three minutes followed by couple months of struggling for his life and a lot of surgeries, he tried to get back to his normal life but now without his identical twin brother Eli, who died in the car accident that horrible night. Now Jace must learn, how to live and struggle, not just with his physical pain, but also with his emotions, feelings, and pain that he keeps inside of himself, “…Wake up. Take more pills…Try not to think… It was difficult for me to step back into a life that was all sharp edges and no soft landing places, a life that no longer left like mine-that didn’t matter…”  Throughout the story we see how Eli’s death impacts people and friends surrounding him, especially his family and his little sister. Also, there is a deep conflict inside the family, more so because their father is Pastor, who often helps to solve other people’s problems, sometimes caring for them more than his own family, particularly now when they need him the most. Jacob’s family is falling apart, arguing a lot, feeling guilty, blaming each other about Eli’s death, and everybody tried to avoid the conversation dealing with it. Thankfully, Jacob met a good friend, Thera (even if she was weird and he ignored her before), who helped him to organize his thoughts, fears and feelings, by listening and talking with him about it.

Through this story a lot of different questions arise about the life, expectations, difference between right and wrong, many religious questions, and afterlife (if it’s exist), but only a few answers. This is a well written story, because while you read this book you are totally immersed and feel the characters’ emotions, worries, fairs, grief, and relationships. Personally I think it’s really sad story, and it has many curse words, which is why I would recommended this book for high schoolers and young adults, who like this type of books.

Review by M.M.

Ebb & Flow

Heather Smith’s Ebb & Flow is a novel in verse. Smith grabs readers from the first page. Once started, the reader will want to read the book in one sitting to unfold Jett’s story.

After “a rotten bad year,” Jett’s mother sends him from the mainland to spend summer on a quaint coastal island with his eccentric grandmother. While on the island, Jett rediscovers himself and must learn forgiveness. Raw emotions roll in like rogue waves, changing as new experiences and memories merge. At times he is playful & clever, but he is also angry & bitter. While Jett’s catchphrase is “No Regrets”, he is deeply remorseful and ashamed of his actions. Grandma Jo’s unconditional love and patience help Jett to see himself the way she sees him – a compassionate, smart boy who made a mistake. He must take responsibility for his role in his “rotten bad year”. As Jett make amends for actions, he discovers forgiveness is possible.

Ebb & Flow is a fitting title, as Smith’s telling of Jett’s journey is not a direct path. His story takes the reader from the present to memories from the past. His emotions come and go like the tides. The story evokes strong emotions. Give this book to readers who like books that don’t sugar coat things but tell stories the way life happens with all the gritty, heartfelt details. They’ll appreciate the honesty of Jett’s journey to redemption.  

The Thing About Leftovers

The cover of the book doesn’t begin to describe the story within. Following a middle school girl that has her own problems to deal with, it’s a story with depth hiding underneath the camouflage of a bright appearance. The Thing About Leftovers by C.C. Payne followed Fizzy Russo, a girl with dreams of winning the Southern Living Cook-off. However, recent turmoil in her own family has her feeling like a leftover. Now she lives with her mom and attends a new school. There, she finds new friends in Miyoko and Zach, and along the way learns that sometimes things change, but it can be for the better. I enjoyed the realism and emotion in the story. It was very personal with how Fizzy felt about these events that were happening in her life, and I was swept up in the story immediately. My only frustrations were that it didn’t last longer! I would’ve enjoyed a much more closed resolution, but an open ending is always open to imagination. The conflict and setting were very relatable from a middle school standpoint. Divorce and moving are both very real events that can happen and affect students, especially in the middle school years. Overall, the pace of the story was great and I was left satisfied when I put the book down. Personally, I would recommend this book to anyone who is passionate about a hobby or sport. Fizzy’s pursuit of her dreams are relatable to anyone who aspires to do the same, and her nonstop work can be an inspiration to those with their own ambitions. It was an entertaining read.

-Review by B.W.

Sky Full of Stars

The book is about a young girl and how she faces her challenges. The book is about the struggles of an African-American life during the time of oppression and inequality. The protagonist is a young girl who lives with her grandmother and experiences many challenges at this age, and witnesses things that change her perception of the world over time. She witnesses people her age also going through similar struggles and we get to view her thoughts and opinions and sometimes even fears. I thought that the book was a bit slow towards the beginning but once it picked up the pace it was super exciting and emotional. (Due to the fact this is based on a true story). I would recommend this book to those who really enjoy reading about black history and especially the hardships and what it took in order to get to the way things are now. Be wary that this is about the murder of a young boy named Emmet Till and this incident actually happened and isn’t fictional.

-I.D.

Width of the World

Vega and her friends find themselves in True being chased by two maladons to get to safety but the adventure isn’t over. They find secrets and worse enemies than they could ever imagine. They make new friends and find old friends once lost. The Width of the World is an overall good book. I recommend it for anyone who wants a fiction book about adventures.

-Z.C.

Lucky Few

Stevie Hart describes herself as a normal-type.  This is one of four categories she has created to describe students who are homeschooled.  Her best friend, Sanger, is a normal-type also.  Enter Max, the new neighbor kid who is obsessed with cheating death.  Together this trio embark on a challenge to defy death 23 times. On her own, Stevie is involved with the political action efforts to save her favorite place, Barton Springs. What starts out as a way to pass time with friends – old and new – turns into a journey of self-discovery.

The story moves from one death cheat to another, yet in the background our characters are learning how to cope with change – sometimes with grace and other time with the elegance of a toddler tantruming. In the periphery, the cast of characters deal with pressures of academic success, discrimination, Christian values, political activism, and abandonment to name a few.

Note that Stevie and Sanger are homeschooled, yet they go to classes taught by teaching staff at  non-home school locations and the homeschool co-op has a sports team. Part of the controversy in a side plot has to do with the homeschool co-op board requesting that Sanger leave the co-op because her parents are lesbians. This friction propels the plot and is an undercurrent of the development of the main character, Stevie, who questions these decisions by adults in authority and determines her own moral compass.

All the Bright Places

Violet survived the accident that killed her sister, but she doesn’t know how to move forward. One day she finds herself on the top of her school’s bell tower. Before there is another tragedy, Theodore “The Freak” Finch pulls her back from the edge. However, since Finch has put himself in precarious positions before, everyone assumes Violet talked him out of jumping, and he lets them.  The two are paired for a class project, “Wander Indiana”, which is difficult since Violet refuses to travel by car. Told through the device of the project, the story, in alternating voices, chronicles Violet’s recovery from the loss of her sister and Finch’s descent into mental illness. The romance builds slowly and is sweet and touching. Violet’s grief is realistic and will ring true to teens. but it is Finch’s story that will break your heart. I have read several young adult books dealing with depression and suicide, but this one resonated with me and I think it will with teens as well. Teens who don’t know what to read after Green’s TFIOS will love this one.

The End or Something Like It

Kim promised her bff that she would come back to visit after she died. Knowing that she had a congenital heart defect, Kim actually spent a lot of time planning for how she would return to visit Emmy. But almost a year after Kim’s death, nothing has happened. Emmy waits, trying everything she can think of on all the anniversaries of major events in their lives, and puts her own life on hold. She hides under her bed, emotionally disconnected from everyone around her. Finally, Emmy sees a ghost, but it is not Kim; it is her recently deceased teacher.  Hoping that means Emmy will appear to her soon, Emmy tries to believe more, convinced it is her fault Kim has not appeared.

Emmy is crushed by her grief, and the cruelty of her peers makes it worse. Teens will easily identify with characters in the book and recognize as all too familiar the actions of many other characters.  This book feels disjointed; events are not in chronological sequence. The writing is often choppy, but feels realistic – grieving is not smooth and pretty. Fans of Gayle Forman and those looking for something to read after TFIOS should enjoy this.

Homestretch

Gaston, “Gas,” is devastated by the loss of his mother, who he believes was killed by an illegal alien in an auto accident. When Gas’s father begins drinking more and becomes physically abusive, Gas decides it is time to leave. He ends up in another state, working with a family of Mexicans – the people his father has taught him to hate. Gas finds out that the family he works with are more trustworthy than his new boss, who will do anything for money. This coming of age novel is fast-paced and will pull the most reluctant readers along for the ride. The characters aren’t fully developed, but Gas’s feeling ring true. NOTE: some language and ethnic slurs.

Falling for Hamlet

Ophelia is paparazzi fodder: she is the daughter of the King of Denmark’s adviser and the girlfriend of the King’s son, Hamlet. Her life is the epitome of today’s celebrity culture. When Hamlet’s dad dies unexpectedly and his mother marries his uncle Claudius, Hamlet begins to fall apart. The novel follows Shakespeare’s plot in great detail, which is not a good thing. It might have been better if this modern retelling was loosely based on the play and let go a little more. Shakespeare fans will be put off and those who have never read the original will miss some of the references and events. Girls who enjoy Lauren Conrad might enjoy this one.

My Unfair Godmother

After being forced to move in with her father and new step-family because her mother must travel with her actress little sister, Tansy thinks life is horribly unfair. Her father has never had enough time for her, and now she goes to great (and destructive) lengths to get his attention. When her new bad boy boyfriend abandons her after spray painting city hall, Tansy is picked up by police, meets a cute guy at the police station and is grounded to her room for life. Enter Chrissy – Chrysanthemum Everstart, Fairy Godmother in training. Unfortunately Chrissy hasn’t quite gotten the wish thing down, so all kinds of havoc ensues. While the plot (the retelling of Rumplestiltskin) strains the reader’s credulity, the characters are likable and the book is fun. Where other modern retellings of fairy tales circ well, this one should, too. Sequel to My Fair Godmother.

The Different Girl

In a dystopian future, where global warming has threatened resources and the religious right does not trust scientists and bullies want to wipe out education and replace it with the rule of might, four “girls” are being raised on a small tropical island to observe everything by two adults who are not their parents. One day they observe the remnants of a wrecked ship and find a girl who is different. May, the new girl, brings the outside world to their little haven.  You can guess how it proceeds from there.

The problem is, I didn’t care how it proceeded. I was not attached to the characters. The stereotypes were grossly exaggerated. There seemed to be no point to the novel at all. It was so slow that it was difficult to finish. I can’t imagine teens picking this up, let alone finishing it. Even science fiction fans would have little to interest them; there is almost no information about the “girls” or how they work.  This was a chore to read.

Guantanamo Boy

Khalid, a fifteen year old from England, is on a trip to Karachi to visit family when he is mistaken for a terrorist and sent to Kandahar and then Guantanamo Bay. An innocent victim of the war on terror, he is held, interrogated and tortured for two years. This fictionalized story representing real situations illustrates the captives’ feelings of helplessness and boredom, the brutality and indifference of the jailors, and the consequences both intended and unintended of the war on terror. This story is riveting and will grab the attention of most teens. There is a timeline and discussion questions at the end that should prompt a lot of dialogue.

Getting Somewhere

Instead of serving time in juvie, four girls elect to enter a new correctional program. Each of the girls has some sort of history that makes them reluctant to trust. Working together helps the girls to slowly begin to open up to each other. However one of the girls tries to sabotage both the girls’ success and the entire program.

This could have been a compelling story about four girls bonding and coming to terms with their issues, however, the characters are not well-developed. Lauren, the girl who betrays the others, is unpleasant, vindictive and not a sympathetic character at all. Could have been much better than it was.

Better off Friends

Levi moves to the Midwest at the beginning of seventh grade and just hopes to fit in with the guys. When pretty girl Macallan is assigned to show him around, they immediately discover their love of British comedy and become fast friends. The book, looking back and told in alternating voices with a few present day comments thrown in, follows the pair through 11th grade and attempts to answer the question: Can boys and girls just be friends? While the pair seem to navigate more than a few ups and downs, jealousy sets in when they date others. Sweet, gentle – definitely a summer read.

Wherever You Go

Holly, the girl from the poor side of town, is still grieving after her rich boyfriend Rob dies in a car accident. To make things worse, Rob’s friends blame her for the accident, her mother is working a second job to make ends meet and now in addition to watching her nine year old sister, her grandfather who is suffering from dementia moves in and she must care for him as well. Grandpa Aldo’s Alzheimer’s seems to be getting worse; he has started talking to a “ghost” named Roberto. Grandpa’s ghost is actually Rob, who for some reason can not move on after death. The story is told in three voices: Holly, Rob and Rob’s best friend Jason who is falling for Holly.

The best part of the book is Holly’s relationship with her younger sister and her grandfather. She is kind and caring with both; her insistence in communicating directly with her grandfather and including him in everyday decisions is particularly endearing.  Her grief for her boyfriend is realistic but not explored in any depth, which is disappointing. Many of the characters are dealing with some kind of grief: the loss of a friend, a son, a marriage, the memories of a lifetime. Again, none are explored in any depth and most are tied up a little too neatly. Many teen girls will find the heartbreak and burgeoning romance appealing. Another plus – the story is set in Seattle with references to lots of local landmarks.

Returning to Shore

Hours after her mother weds for the third time, Clare is sent to a remote New England island to stay with the father she hasn’t seen since she was three. Clare is understandably reluctant to spend time with the man she believes abandoned her. She gradually learns that her father believes he did what was best for her; by removing himself from her life, he spared her from dealing with the fact that he is gay. I found it odd that Clare barely twitched when she found out about her father and that she so easily forgave him and was not angry that her mother was so eager to keep them apart. While Clare seems to immediately accept her father’s orientation, she does nothing to stand up for him in this or in his determination to save the local sea turtle population. The book is sweet, but the end wraps up a little too neatly.

The Summer I Found You

Two broken teens, one who has just been diagnosed with diabetes and sees it as a life sentence and the other who has just returned from Afghanistan with one arm, discover each other in this summer read. Kate has just been dumped weeks before graduation and refuses to take her diabetes seriously, even though her behavior lands her in the hospital more than once. Aidan wanted a career in the military, but the IED that killed his sergeant also effectively ended the career he has always wanted. Told in alternating voices, this story shows how Kate and Aidan deal with the fallout from what has happened to them and their growing relationship.  It is hard to have as much sympathy for Kate and her choices as it for Aidan, and everything is tied up a little too neatly by the end. The fact that the two have sex so quickly seemed unnecessary. Definitely summer reading.

How Not to Find a Boyfriend

Nora is a brainiac who is tired of being a geek and wants to be popular. When her parents move so her genius little brother can go to a better kindergarten, she sees her chance to reinvent herself and be one of the cool kids. No more AP classes, Chess Club, or gymnastics – it is time for cheerleading and dating jocks. It all works out until she meets new kid Adam, who is a nice, brainiac, chess geek. Nora makes all kinds of promises and swaps to finagle her way into Adam’s life, with disastrous results. Reading this book was one of the biggest chores of my summer. Even though the book is set locally and I was prepared to enjoy it, it was so predictable, so saccharinely sweet, I did not enjoy it at all. There was a promise of more meaningful subplots that were never explored. But the worst part was that, after all of her deception and the trouble she caused for so many other students,  everything worked out perfectly in the end.  I am sure there will be some teenage girls out there who will enjoy this book; I  certainly did not.

OCD, the Dude, and Me

Danielle Levine attends a school for students with learning disabilities, fitting since she has OCD. Even though all of the students have their issues, there is still the typical high school hierarchy, and since Danielle has curly red hair and is a size 12 instead of an eight or smaller, she is not one of the cool kids. Through the essays she writes for English, the emails to her aunt Joyce, and the collections of hats, sneakers and snow globes over which she obsesses, we  gradually learn about Danielle and what caused her to leave her last school. In the end, she learns to “abide” as the Dude would say and live with the life she has. There is a lot of humor in this book; Danielle’s observations about her peers are spot on and wicked. In fact, her snarky writing prompts her English teacher to contact home and she is forced to meet with the school psychologist and attend a social skills class. Danielle finally takes off the rose colored glasses through which she viewed the unattainable jock Jacob and makes friends with a few people who give her the support she needs. The relationships Danielle develops are heart-warming. Most teens will be able to relate to Danielle’s efforts to navigate through the trials of high school of someone who is not popular and who has experienced an actual trauma.

The Symptoms of My Insanity

Izzy has issues: she has huge boobs that the boys tease her about mercilessly,her mother is hypercritical of her appearance, constantly implying that she looks slutty, and her best friend is acting totally weird. But none of that compares to the fact that her mother is hiding something. She had cancer – but she is better, isn’t she? And why is her bff acting so weird? Why is the hottest guy on the basketball team hanging around her? It seems like everyone is keeping something from Izzy. Her method to deal with everything is to look for symptoms and self-diagnose. If Izzy is sick, her mother will have to pay attention to her, and not just for her boobs, right? When a risque picture of her goes viral and her mother needs surgery, Izzy’s entire world falls down around her.  There is a lot going on in this book. And the boys who make sure the picture is seen by everyone are not held accountable for what they do. But this book is about relationships and truth. Izzy is believable and readers will root for her to figure out what is going on around her and overcome the challenges that face her. Lots of humor here, but some serious issues as well. I wish the ending didn’t seem so pat.

Zen and Xander Undone

Zen (Athena) and Xander (Alexandria) are trying to deal with the death of their mother, with no help from their father who has withdrawn from his family and the world. Zen buries herself in her karate training and instruction; Xander, who has always been somewhat of a wild child, is now on a path of total destruction. One day, the girls receive a letter from their mother, which promises that there will be more letters and packages to come. What also arrives is a mystery. The girls find out that their mother had a secret, and since she isn’t there to ask, they decide to find out on their own. However, the closer they get to an answer, the less certain they are that they want to know.

The sisters are realistic and believable; their struggle to deal with their grief rings true. The supporting characters are interesting; it is a shame that their father is so crippled with grief that he is just a side character. There is some language and quite a bit of objectionable behavior; however, it is not gratuitous. It is Xander’s way of dealing with her grief and quite understandable, if misguided.

Definitely for grades 9+.